Clouds of grey

Clouds of black and grey surround,
not one ray of sun to be found.
That’s my life from day to day,
Only the dubs and ‘b’s make me stay,
Or I’d have given up so long ago,
Ended this hell, this freak show,
Saved my family from all their sorrow.
But instead there’ll be more tomorrow.
What I’d give to change the past,
Not to have begun the drugs…